I feel very upset and exasperated with The Community Mental Health team in my area, nothing is really moving forward. I’m still, myself, looking into an electric wheelchair to use  both indoors and outdoors. I want my life back to go to the theatre or cinema, be happy a bit at least sometimes. I’m 35 years old and have no desire to just vegatate in my flat, although it’s obvious certain people expect the client to be bedridden or just spend their live indoors to qualify for their so called help. I have some good people around me, if it were not for them, who knows where me or my life would be anymore. I Want my Ex back but he lives in Never Never Land which is no place for me, I can  very much assure you of that.